I hope you don’t mind, but today my post is very personal. One thing that I love about this blog is that it gives me a vehicle to share. Share my photography with you, but also my life.
Today is a day that is forever imprinted on my heart, on the heart of my whole family, especially my oldest brother and his wife. You see, today is one year that they delivered their little girl who’s life had already been taken up to heaven. My heart grieved a loss that was only partially mine, my niece. Sometimes God just doesn’t make sense, but without God where would we ever find hope? Are there questions…yes, many. Here is what I know to be true, God is always good. He never changes. He is always faithful. There is no gray here…you either believe those things or you don’t. Yet, if God is good, how could He allow the pain of such a tragic loss…well, I don’t think I know the answer, but I only have one puzzle piece and God has all of them. We live in a fallen world and it is full of sadness and pain, of anger and hate…but through Jesus we have joy…we have hope…we have faith… and we have His undeserving grace…
So, today this is a story of my older brother, Jason and his wife, Melinda’s children…a story of joy, hope, faith & grace. God does restore hope and brings back joy…through our faith in Him and His beautiful grace…
Meet Ava Joy…she is my oldest niece (actually her Mommy & Daddy have produced all my beautiful nieces). Her middle name fits her perfectly…she is full of joy and full of life. She has a smile that lights up a room and the bluest of eyes that dance when she is excited. She is a wonderful mix of both of her parents in personality and in her looks. She is a joy…


For those of you that walked with Jason and Melinda, really our entire family, through the devastating news about their unborn child last year, you never got to meet her. As a family we were all their to see her, to hold her, to sway her back and forth…to say “we love you”…to know this little baby was already in the presence of Jesus. With permission, I would like you to meet her as well…Sweet Mya Hope…quite fitting a name because she does give us hope for what it to come…we will one day see her again.



We never know God’s plan for our lives. Neither did they…God allowed a very real, tragic loss in my brother and sister-in-law’s lives. One that shook them to their core and allowed them to question things they never questioned before…for one their future…What would God have for them, for their family? Could they ever endure to “try” to have another child? Actually, they weren’t really in a place to even ask that question, when God answered it before it was spoken. He said…no you won’t “try” to have another child. I have a plan for your family. So, He made the decision for them and despite the shock of His plan initially, it was even more evident that it was His plan. And wouldn’t you know that God blessed them beyond they could ever imagine…TWINS. I still remember Melinda telling us, “they saw TWO” after her first appointment and she was still shaking after the 30 minute car ride…so many emotions. Yet, God is good…He is faithful. Exactly 11 months after they delivered Mya Hope, they were given two amazing gifts…not to put Mya in the shadows she will always be a part of their family and all our lives, but to only more clearly give us a glimpse of what hope is…
So, here are the two newest members of their family…Christa Faith and Jada Grace…

This is Christa Faith…


This is Jada Grace…




So, today is a day that has some sadness, but mostly hope…a renewed hope of God’s plan and His gift of joy. We don’t know His plan, but He does.
Thank you for letting me share from the heart today.
Blessings,
Janelle